Ripped into a million different directions, unceasingly.
I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling.

Tense, sporadic, stressed, shaky.

What is happening to me? Why am I feeling this way? Why is it that I don't know what I'm supposed to do...



Within seconds, hundreds of tears break out through my eyes, blinding me.
They stop.
But start just as quickly again.

I don't think my body is supposed to feel this way. What is happening?
I haven't felt this way in months. Why does it need to return stronger than ever...?

"It's the changing of the seasons, baby,
and my blue skies have turned to gray."
~~Darling Waste "Changing of the Seasons"




I can't handle it...